Wednesday, September 25, 2002

Wooo.. today I didn't have to go to school, yay! Because my mom didn't wanna take me too school. or get up on time.. so we got too go shopping! I got sum of the cutest stuff! Go me.. I know.. Geez im so bored! I just did my hair in this CrAzY lookin' updo, But I might do it tomorrow for school because its kindof funky.. so ya know.. its tight, But yeah.. im outta here.. were goin too buy sum hair color and stuff at CVS for my sis.. so imma bounce! Layter! <33 Jess.. I love you Justin <33
Wooo.. today I didn't have to go to school, yay! Because my mom didn't wanna take me too school. or get up on time.. so we got too go shopping! I got sum of the cutest stuff! Go me.. I know.. Geez im so bored! I just did my hair in this CrAzY lookin' updo, But I might do it tomorrow for school because its kindof funky.. so ya know.. its tight, But yeah.. im outta here.. were goin too buy sum hair color and stuff at CVS for my sis.. so imma bounce! Layter! <33 Jess.. I love you Justin <33

Tuesday, September 24, 2002

TODAY: .. today was a sucky day.. as usual seein' as how I had too wake up and go to GLA.. Gosh I really am starting too hate that school. Today they called my mom and told her too bring me up a different shirt because the shirt I had on UNDER my uniform shirt, wasnt uniform.. so my mom told them too screw off.. and I got too wear my shirt.. GO MOM!

JUSTIN: ..yesterday Me and Justin had a bad day, We fought alot about the whole "Him and Rachel" deal.. I know he doesn't like her.. So I wont bring it up anymore.. and then at the game he told me I was annoying him.. So ya know, that made me feel good.. But owell, we're over it now.. And today he didn't go too school, Its a good thing I guess, Maybe we needed a day break.. But I missed him <33 And we will hopefully have a good day tomorrow

FRIENDS: ..Me and Tashanda are friends again.. So I guess thats a plus..Umm I went too church tonight, and saw some of my church friends like Beth and them.. And then me and Jerry were gunna go out too dinner with Trevor, But Jerrys mom wasn't being cool, so we just got me a frosty and went home..

FAMILY:.. annoying as ever, I cant stand my sister.. My moms annoying like no other.. and My dad scares me, So we dont talk..

Well I guess that would basically sum up my day and yesterday.. I will write more later <33 Jess I love you Justin Michael!

Sunday, September 22, 2002

Fun Facts 'Bout me.. yay! lol..

8 things you wear daily:
1. thong
2. bra
3. lip gloss
4. blush
5. clear nail polish
6. hair thing around my wrist
7. my purse
8. a smile

eight movies you'd watch over and over:
1. Fast and the Furious
2. Cruel intentions
3. Crazy/ Beautiful
4. Sweet November
5. Wedding Planner
6. A Knights Tale
7. Clueless
8. Serendipity

six albums that matter:
1. Our Lady Peace - Clumsy
2. Our Lady Peace - Gravity
3. Incubus - Morning Veiw
4. Dashboard Confessionals - The Places That You've Come To Fear The Most
5. Puddle Of Mudd - Come Clean
6. Violation Femmes - Both

six objects you touch every day:
1. My Computer
2. the door knob
3. my toothbrush
4. my purse
5. lipgloss
6. the shower handle

five things you do every day:
1. go on my comp.
2. talk too Justin
3. blink
4. breathe
5. eat

four bands that you couldn't live without:
1. Our Lady Peace
2. Incubus
3. Dashboard Confessionals
4. Puddle of Mudd

three of your favorite songs at this moment:
1. Automatic Flowers - OLP
2. # 4 on the Incubus cd
3. Warning - incubus

two people that have influenced your life the most:
1. My Mom
2. My Sister

one thing you could spend the rest of your life with:
person: Justin
place: Cali
thing: Camera

could build your house anywhere, where would it be?
Cali

what's your favorite article of clothing?
Hoodies.. so comfy!

what's your favorite feature of the opposite sex?
Stomach

what's the last cd that you bought?
UB40.. I think thats what it is called! I Dunno.. Its got the Red Red Wine song though.. lol

where's your favorite place to be?
In Justins arms..

where's your least favorite place to be?
N-e- class at GLA

what's your favorite tv show?
So Little Time.. and Ed Edd and Eddy
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DisorderRating
Paranoid:High
Schizoid:Moderate
Schizotypal:High
Antisocial:High
Borderline:Very High
Histrionic:Moderate
Narcissistic:Moderate
Avoidant:Moderate
Dependent:Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:Moderate

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Paranoid
Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships with others. They search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others. They are quick to challenge the loyalties of friends and loved ones and often appear cold and distant to others. They usually shift blame to others and tend to carry long grudges.

Schizoid
People with schizoid personality disorder avoid relationships and do not show much emotion. They genuinely prefer to be alone and do not secretly wish for popularity. They tend to seek jobs that require little social contact. Their social skills are often weak and they do not show a need for attention or acceptance. They are perceived as humorless and distant and often are termed "loners."

Schizotypal
Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.

Antisocial
A common misconception is that antisocial personality disorder refers to people who have poor social skills. The opposite is often the case. Instead, antisocial personality disorder is characterized by a lack of conscience. People with this disorder are prone to criminal behavior, believing that their victims are weak and deserving of being taken advantage of. They tend to lie and steal. Often, they are careless with money and take action without thinking about consequences. They are often agressive and are much more concerned with their own needs than the needs of others.

Borderline
Borderline personality disorder is characterized by mood instability and poor self-image. People with this disorder are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger. Often, they will take their anger out on themselves, causing themselves injury. Suicidal threats and actions are not uncommon. They think in very black and white terms and often form intense, conflict-ridden relationships. They are quick to anger when their expectations are not met.

Histrionic
People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. They also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.



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Narcissistic
Narcissistic personality disorder is characterized by self-centeredness. Like histrionic disorder, people with this disorder seek attention and praise. They exaggerate their achievements, expecting others to recongize them as being superior. They tend to be choosy about picking friends, since they believe that not just anyone is worthy of being their friend. They tend to make good first impressions, yet have difficulty maintaining long-lasting relationships. They are generally uninterested in the feelings of others and may take advantage of them.

Avoidant
Avoidant personality disorder is characterized by extreme social anxiety. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. They are fearful of being rejected and worry about embarassing themselves in front of others. They exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations to rationalize avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one. Unlike schizoid personality disorder, avoidant people yearn for social relations yet feel they are unable to obtain them. They are frequently depressed and have low self-confidence.

Dependent
Dependent personality disorder is characterized by a need to be taken care of. People with this disorder tend to cling to people and fear losing them. They may become suicidal when a break-up is imminent. They tend to let others make important decisions for them and often jump from relationship to relationship. They often remain in abusive relationships. They are overly sensitive to disapproval. They often feel helpless and depressed.

Obsessive-Compulsive
Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder is similar to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder. People with this disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion.

Wow.. Guess I need too seek sum help! lol <33 Love yall!

MmmM... I Just got outta the Bath.. I had sucha a peacefull night, My whole family was gone.. First I took my "Eye Tea Bags" and let them stay on my eyes for a half hour while I had my face mask on.. it was soo nice.. and then I took a bath with my new Bath and Body works stuff 'to release stress' It was pretty awesome.. So now I smell good.. yummy! .. But right now im talking too Jerry about our family situations.. He can relate soo its pretty cool, I think me and him are going too go look for Jobs! yay! Then I can buy cute stuff for me.. and Cute little things for Justin! *Gosh I love him!* Welp im outtie.. ttyl.. Jess
Friday* Welp I went too school.. After that I went too Beths house with Jacque James and Justin.. It was fun! When we got there me and Beth decided to go to Kids inferno.. so we got dressed and whatever.. and we were walking out too the car and it was ALL wet and rainy out.. so we hadda umbrella over us.. and Justin runs up outta no where and hugs me.. and hes all wet for playing basketball in the rain, I coulda killed him! But it was cute! I love him.. So at kinds inferno it was pretty hype and so so cute! All these little kids getting the Holy Ghost, it was adorable! So after that we went home and got in our PJ's and went downstairs where Justin Ben and Anthony were watching a movie, So beth and James crawled on a couch together... and I went and sat by Justin* and we watched sum movies! and it was soo cute! I could too play the cloud game with Justin <33 I love him soo much! <33 Then me and Beth wanted to go to bed so Justin James and Jacque walked us upstairs were we all hung out on her bed for awhile till we got really sleepy and went too sleep! It was a really fun night because I got too be with my sweetie!

Saturday we all decided to go to Justins little church youth thing, Which was pretty okay I guess.. Me and Justin got into it afew times, But then again when don't we?? lol.. O yeah and Kait called him on his Cell phone too yell at me because Jerry found our she cheated on him 5 times and he dumped her.. GOOD GO JERRY! thats what she gets for talkin' CRAP about me all the time.. Geez.. shes pathetic, Trying too get attention in all the wrong ways.. You need too get sum help sweetie, But owell.. then we left his church thing and went too ours.. and after went too the Fritt's party or whatever it was.. and it was fun! * O yeah Josh Hammond got the Holy Ghost.. GO JOSH! * and then we went home and went right too bed!

Sunday* Woke up.. Went too Sunday school-church, Came home and went too Sleep.. till now when I decided too write this!

So that was my weekend.. Pretty fun! <33 I love you Justin! <33 I will write more Layter.. BuhBye!